Chaos as a Catalyst
“I’m here to create chaos so you can learn to surrender.”
Awakening is not a gentle affair, it does not come wrapped in comfort or stability, nor does it reassure the personality that everything will remain the same. The teacher who serves truth does not arrive to bring peace to your mind; they come to undo it. Chaos becomes the field in which surrender is learned.
In Satsang, the buddha field does not just relax the mind, it exposes it. Every attachment, every false certainty, every story of self is stirred up so it can be seen and released. Chaos is not cruelty; it is grace disguised as disorder. When life stops matching your preferences and the mind scrambles to regain control, that is when the real practice of surrender begins.
You already are peace, but peace cannot be found while clinging to illusion. The teacher’s task is to disrupt what is false so that what is real may shine. Through confusion, anger, and loss, the ego is dismantled, and the deeper being learns to relax into what is unchanging. True awakening requires this shaking, because only what is unreal can be disturbed.
To meet chaos consciously is to discover that what you truly are cannot be touched by it. Beneath the storm, stillness waits. The one who learns to rest there, even as the mind trembles, begins to taste freedom that no circumstance can undo.
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The Unspeakable Truth
“You can be it, but you can’t talk about it.”
The awakened state cannot be explained because it has no reference points. The mind functions through comparison and language, yet awareness is beyond both. When awareness becomes aware of itself, the entire framework through which you perceive the world dissolves. There is no longer a centre that says, “I am experiencing this.” There is only the vastness of beingness experiencing itself.
When enlightenment dawns, there is nobody left to own it, the ordinary sense of self disappears, and what remains is indescribable. Words strain and collapse under its immensity, you can point toward it, you can speak from it, but you cannot contain it. The moment language enters; separation begins again.
Still, the teacher speaks, not to describe truth but to draw attention back to it. The words are like arrows pointing to the moon; they are never the moon itself. Real understanding happens in silence, where nothing is said and everything is directly known.
Those who seek to comprehend awakening through thought will only circle endlessly. It is not something to be grasped; it is what remains when grasping ends. The only way to know truth is to be it, to allow the mind to fall silent long enough for beingness to reveal itself.
Flip-Floppers and the Work of the Mind
“They find beingness but can’t stay there.”
For awareness to remain steady in itself, the mind must be prepared. Many seekers glimpse truth for a moment and then lose it again because their minds still contract in resistance to life; these are the ones Vishrant calls “flip-floppers.” They find the light, then slip back into the dark, because old belief systems keep pulling awareness back to the egoic mind.
The mind that has not been cleaned of its conditioning cannot support awakening, it will keep reacting, defending, and identifying with every emotional storm. Even if awareness touches silence, the moment an unresolved issue arises, contraction drags it back into the story of “me.”
This is why practice matters. Meditation, openness, and acceptance train the mind to remain still even when discomfort arises, every moment of resistance seen and released weakens the pull of illusion. The seeker who truly wishes to wake up must be willing to meet what they have avoided.
The mature mind becomes a calm vessel through which awareness can rest without interruption, when resistance ends, the “flip” ceases, and stillness stays.
Courage and the Unknown
“You’re continually stepping into the unknown.”
The path of awakening demands courage because it asks for the surrender of everything familiar. To live without a past or future, without identity or expectation, is to walk constantly into the unknown. For the ego, this can feel like death.
Courage is not the absence of fear but the willingness to move through it, every seeker must face moments where control slips away and life no longer fits their ideas of safety. Yet those who dare to let go find that the unknown is not an enemy but the living presence of truth itself.
It takes great strength to trust when the mind has no answers, it takes even greater love to allow the dismantling of everything false. The unknown humbles you, strips you of certainty, and teaches you to stand naked before reality, it is here that the mind opens fully, no longer protected by belief or defended by knowledge.
When courage and surrender meet, awakening becomes possible, you stop preparing for life and begin to live it directly.
The Illusion of Safety
“We’ve been brainwashed into believing there’s something that should always keep us safe.”
Modern life sells security as the highest good, from childhood we are taught to seek comfort, avoid risk, and rely on systems that promise protection. Society whispers that if you obey the rules and stay within the lines, you will be safe. But this safety is an illusion.
Real life has never been safe, the body is fragile, the world unpredictable, and everything changes, to cling to safety is to cling to fear. When you try to make life certain, you build walls that cut you off from its flow, comfort becomes a cage, and the price of that cage is vitality itself.
The spiritual path is the opposite of safety, it is a journey into uncertainty, into the places the mind fears, yet it is in those very moments of vulnerability that consciousness grows. Fear teaches surrender; discomfort reveals strength, the more you embrace what is, the freer you become from the need to control it.
The teacher’s chaos serves to dismantle this illusion of safety, when the ground beneath you shakes, you discover that what you truly are cannot fall. Awareness has never needed protection; it is the ground itself.
The Price of Freedom
“Everything for truth and nothing for you is the only deal in town.”
Freedom asks for everything, it cannot be bought with half measures or negotiated with cleverness. To awaken fully, you must surrender all that you value, not because it is bad, but because it keeps you bound. The personality wants to bargain, to keep its pleasures, its control, its sense of importance, yet only complete surrender takes you home.
When the ego falls away, what remains is vast and unshakable, the “I” disappears, and life continues effortlessly. The cost seems unbearable until you realise that nothing real is ever lost, what dies is the dream of separation, what remains is love itself, pure and unconditional.
Most people are unwilling to pay this price, they want awakening without loss, enlightenment without death, but freedom and self cannot coexist. You cannot keep what you imagine yourself to be and discover what you truly are, the price of freedom is the end of the buyer.
When surrender is total, the heart opens wide enough to hold the whole world, nothing is outside anymore, nothing opposed, what looked like sacrifice is revealed as liberation.
Chaos Is the Doorway
Do not fear the teacher who brings chaos, for they bring the medicine that heals illusion. Come to Satsang with Vishrant, a space where the mind’s need for control is gently dismantled, where the field of awareness shows you what cannot be shaken. Here, truth does not promise comfort; it offers freedom.
In the presence of the buddha field and love, you are invited to stop pretending that peace must be created. You already are peace, waiting beneath the noise, chaos only reveals what was always whole.
Step into the unknown, where nothing can be held and everything is given. Surrender every defence, every idea of who you think you are, and let the storm do its sacred work. When it passes, what remains is silence, vast, luminous, and free.
To live this way is to live as awareness itself, untroubled by gain or loss, the journey is not about mastering life but allowing life to undo you until nothing false remains. In that undoing, love appears in its purest form, not as emotion but as the essence of reality.
When you leave Satsang, the world will look the same, but something may have changed. The one who needed to control it will be gone, and in their absence, life will finally be allowed to flow as it always wanted to. Chaos is not your enemy; it is the doorway home.
